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Thursday, December 15th, 2005

Time:9:23 pm.
Mood: sad.
i feel like i want to throw up
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Time:9:11 pm.
Mood: disappointed.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I did my first presentation by myself today.

OH MY GOD! I SUCK! i feel so incompetent...so dumb...so nieve!

i dont know what i'm doing
i dont know what i'm talking about
people trust me to represent them, and i cant even do that!

i hate myself so much right now.
its hard.
my first call to a house on my own and i screwed it up!
i screwed it up bad!

if i worked for anyone else, i would have been fired!
its a good thing that everyone's understanding

oh my God!!!!!!

what am i going to dO?

i have no idea!
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Friday, August 19th, 2005

Time:12:56 am.
Mood: happy.
today, brian took me out for dinner..to celebrate (early) my birthday.

heheh...we went to buca! i love that place! for some reason, the food tasted so much better than usual. and on top of that, he suprised me!!! i totally didnt know he was going to take me there! he even had the chef's come out and sing for me. that was so cool!!! i was kinda disappointed i forgot my battery at home for my camera. i would have loved to take pictures with them! but, oh well...there's always next year!

i had so much fun sweetie pie! thanks for dinner!
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Saturday, July 2nd, 2005

Time:11:19 pm.
a lot of what i'm going to type is very incoherant...but its my journal..and i can write whatever i want (sorrie to be blunt)


so much has happened in the last month...none that i've very excited about i must say. things have gone from bad....to worse and its horrible. its horrible to know that i have no control over it. it all just seems like a dream...and i'm still waiting to wake up from it all. all this is not how i imagined things to be. things arent suppose to be this way...and EVERYTHING is happening all at the same time. i'm not sure what God has in planned for me...but as of this very moment..things arent looking too good. i'm just hoping and praying that things will get better.

i'm really scared to wonder what could happen next. all of this is happening way to fast. its just like a giant roller coaster...never ending.....and has its high points...and it has its low points. i guess thats how life really is.

as the summer has just begun....i just hope the rest of the summer goes better. i think right now, its reached its bottom low and i just hope it'll pick right back up in and around my birthday (*crossing fingers*) that would be great.

there is still no word for the nursing program. i guess all my prayers have deviated from me praying to get into the program...as i have other things to pray about. i really do want to get into the nursing program, but at the same time, i cant guarantee that i'll get in this coming semester. that would be so perfect though. then i'll be right on schedule. but sometimes life doesnt work that way. sometimes life doesnt work the way you see it to be. sometimes, your view of life is different from God's and His way is the way..dont you think? so, the way i see it... if God wants me to be in the nursing program this semester..he'll let me be in the program this semester. or maybe, he wont let me in at all. perhaps..nursing isnt for me. perhaps nursing is for me. i still dont know yet. it sure does seem like a sure bet for me though. i would think so. i could see myself doing that kind of work. its sure..its stable..but is that what i am really meant to be going after? only life and time can tell that. but for now, i'll have to think of ways to help me for my future without the dependancy of my parents. i've thought of other things to get done in my life...perhaps i'll work on those as well. we'll just have to see what road i will take. but school wise, i just really pray that two people will drop from the program, so that i'll get started on that degree. that would be so nice. i'm so close, yet so far away...its awful :)

early this year, it never dawned on me what God had instore for me this year. so much has happened to me this year...so much has happened to me in these couple months. i never thought that i would be going through what i'm going through. it just seems like so much to grasp..yet..the entire situation seems managable.

the guys are on their camping trip this weekend. i miss them soo much. i miss my sweetie pie. the weekend that they are gone..is the weekend i so desperately want them to be here...so that we can go out. i wanted to go camping with them...but with the current situations arising in my life..i didnt think it was the appropriate time. there will be other summer breaks where there are opportunities to go camping...and i'll go then.

i've caught up on so much sleep these last couple of days..its great. oh man, i didnt know that i could sleep soo much. hehehe my face is actually getting a little beit clearer i think...heee hee. i should be hitting up the gym more often than i currently am though. its kind of sad. it is really hard to go to the gym all by ourself, unless you have the motivatio to do so. before, i had that motiviation, but now, i think i've lost it. now, i just usually go with brian to the gym, or unless i really really have that motivation to go by myself.

i had jury duty last tuesday. it was my first time. i was all prepared too. i had everything with me to keep busy. had my lap top, i had some books to read, i had a lot of things to do. and what happens? they call my name...for jury selection! oh my goodnes. i sit in the courtroom, just going along with the crowd. i even talked with the judge. she's pretty nice. by the time 3:30 rolls around...the decision was made....I WAS ONE OF THE 12 JURY PEOPLE SELECTED. its my first time, and i got selected for jury. i honestly didnt think that i would get on it. i mean, it was my first time to be in there.... everyone else in my family has never been on a jury before...i didnt think it would happen to me. and what happens..i'm selected to be on a case! if only my luck would work for the lottery instead of jury...THEN my frown would turn upside down. i kinda wanted to be on a jury though. i wanted that experience to be on one. heheheh but i never thought i would actually get my wish. i cant say anything about the case until its over...so..thats the end of that for now.

i miss brian.... i would be talking with him right now on any other given night. its funny in a sort of way. he is the last thing i hear at night and the first thing i hear in the morning. i love it so much. thank God for Verizon in network...hahah otherwise, i wouldnt be on the phone with him all night long. even if we're awake, we're still on the phone....if we have nothing else to do. we could talk for hours and it would not even feel like a very long time. twenty minutes on the phone with him is like spending 2 minutes on the phone with someone else. it just goes by so fast. you should see the amount of minutes we rack up every month. the people whom we talk with for verizon even wonders how we rack up so many minutes..and the best part of it all...its all free!!!! hahahahahah. maan its great. i am so lucky.
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Monday, June 13th, 2005

Time:10:43 pm.
he said that he'll come and see me tonight.
it was 9 o'clock ..and he was just leaving
what is there to do if i have to be home at midnight?
i guess its okay that we go out tomorrow..
but before you know it...he'll just cancel again..
what else is new?

all week last week...i was having the most horrible week.
i didnt even get to see him.
he didnt even offer to come see me.
that just added to everything too.


i suppose these kinds of circumstance will make me more independent.
i've been independent long enough.
i need to start to depend on people
but that just seems to be impossible.
no wonder i do everything myself.
i cant rely on people to help me.
everyone else jsut seems to let me down.

my parents want me to do everything
everything i do are for my parents.
everytime i do something, they want me to do so much more
i guess i should do it
they do everything else.
if i ask them, they would probably think the same way about me.
there's no winning it with them.
i guess life their way isnt so bad.
it doesnt look so bad.
it actually looks kind of duable..
its just that its not from me that its comming from.

i'm getting sick
i hate getting sick.
life isnt great when i'm sick.
i feel lousy
i felt lousy all day.
i hope i'll feel better tomorrow
i have a lot to do tomorrow.
we'll see how that'll go.

my grandma's sister died today
she was in the philppines
everyone knew it was coming
they said that she started to see dead people.
..she started to talk to them
everyone knew it was inevitable.
i saw a picture of her during my cousin's birthday
she seemed so nice.
i'm kind of sad that i never got to know her
just goes to show how short life really is.

i have a lot to do this week.
sunday is father's day.
i got to get going on the project that i planned

i was going through my grandmother's photo album
it had pictures of her wedding with my grandpa
she's so pretty, so happy.
i was going through my mother's wedding album also.
she looked so pretty, so happy.
i only hope and wish that i'll be able to go though my wedding album
looking so pretty, so happy.

i'm hungry
there's nothing to eat
he's away with his friends
i hope he's having a good time.
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Saturday, February 19th, 2005

Time:11:53 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
Welcome to Winter 2005 edition of getting to know your friends.
What you are supposed to do is copy and paste this entire bulletin into a new bulletin.

Change all the answers so they apply to you. The theory
is that you will learn a lot of little things about your friends, if
you did not know them already.

1. What time did you get up this morning?
i got up at 12...thats because i needed to catch up on sleep i lost the entire week.
2. Diamonds or pearls? diamonds are a gurl's best friend....but i like pearls too :)
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? you know...its been a long while...i think it was the Aviator
4. What is your favorite TV show? alias!!!! and lost.
5. What did you have for breakfast? cereal
6. What is your middle name? lorenzo. hahah ya'll thought it was Sophia huh..
7. Favorite cuisine? you ask me to put down my favorite food? oh maan dont get me started. i like to eat- put it that way.
8. What foods do you dislike? i dont like coconut. coconut milk is okay..but thats about it.
9. What is your favorite potato chip flavor? BBQ
10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? its called...Eternal Love 3. hehehe its just a bunch of songs all rolled into one CD.
11. What kind of car do you drive? a red 2002 Dodge Neon. i love that car!
12. Favorite sandwich? Ham- YUMM! along with mayo, mustard, lettuce, and tomato. i could probably live off of that if i had to..
13. What characteristic do you despise? when people act like someone they're not.
14. Favorite item of clothing? my pajama pants.
15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? i'd go everywhere. oh maaan..if i could...i'd just buy a jet plane so that i can go where ever i want..whenever i want. i wanna go to Spain....China...India...South America...Japan....Philippines....and the list goes on and on..
16. What color is your bathroom? coffee
17. Favorite brand of clothing? "its not what you wear...its how you wear it"
18. Where would you retire to? anywhere with my sweetie pie!
19. Favorite time of the day? early in the morning...dawn almost..when you know you just have the entire day at your hands...and seeing the world soo peaceful...right before it gets chaotic when everyone wakes up.
20. What was your most memorable birthday? oh maan..hmm...there was this one time...at band camp...hahaha. water balloon fight!!!!..i think that was when i turned 16.
21. Where were you born? Long Beach CA
22. Favorite sport to watch? i'd rather play. but if i had to watch...basketball
23. Whom do you least expect to send this back to you? its a post..i doubt if anyone will send it to me
24. Person you expect to send it back first? refer to no. 23
25. What fabric detergent do you use? whatever is in the laundry room
27. Are you a morning person or a night person? both.
28. What is your shoe size? 9-11, it depends on the shoe...
29. Do you have any pets? i have some goldfish in my living room
30. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with your family & friends? mmmm....nope. nothing over here.
31. What did you want to be when you were little? i wanted to be like Ariel in the little mermaid.. i wanted to find my prince :) hehehe and i did.
32. What are you doing today? stuff...i dont know yet.
33. Who is your favorite author? its all about Nancy Drew Books!!! hahah i forgot the author...so sue me.
34. What are you currently reading? my anatomy book. Welcome to Winter 2005 edition of getting to know your friends.
What you are supposed to do is copy and paste this entire bulletin into a new bulletin.

Change all the answers so they apply to you. The theory
is that you will learn a lot of little things about your friends, if
you did not know them already.

1. What time did you get up this morning?
i got up at 12...thats because i needed to catch up on sleep i lost the entire week.
2. Diamonds or pearls? diamonds are a gurl's best friend....but i like pearls too :)
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? you know...its been a long while...i think it was the Aviator
4. What is your favorite TV show? alias!!!! and lost.
5. What did you have for breakfast? cereal
6. What is your middle name? lorenzo. hahah ya'll thought it was Sophia huh..
7. Favorite cuisine? you ask me to put down my favorite food? oh maan dont get me started. i like to eat- put it that way.
8. What foods do you dislike? i dont like coconut. coconut milk is okay..but thats about it.
9. What is your favorite potato chip flavor? BBQ
10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? its called...Eternal Love 3. hehehe its just a bunch of songs all rolled into one CD.
11. What kind of car do you drive? a red 2002 Dodge Neon. i love that car!
12. Favorite sandwich? Ham- YUMM! along with mayo, mustard, lettuce, and tomato. i could probably live off of that if i had to..
13. What characteristic do you despise? when people act like someone they're not.
14. Favorite item of clothing? my pajama pants.
15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? i'd go everywhere. oh maaan..if i could...i'd just buy a jet plane so that i can go where ever i want..whenever i want. i wanna go to Spain....China...India...South America...Japan....Philippines....and the list goes on and on..
16. What color is your bathroom? coffee
17. Favorite brand of clothing? "its not what you wear...its how you wear it"
18. Where would you retire to? anywhere with my sweetie pie!
19. Favorite time of the day? early in the morning...dawn almost..when you know you just have the entire day at your hands...and seeing the world soo peaceful...right before it gets chaotic when everyone wakes up.
20. What was your most memorable birthday? oh maan..hmm...there was this one time...at band camp...hahaha. water balloon fight!!!!..i think that was when i turned 16.
21. Where were you born? Long Beach CA
22. Favorite sport to watch? i'd rather play. but if i had to watch...basketball
23. Whom do you least expect to send this back to you? its a post..i doubt if anyone will send it to me
24. Person you expect to send it back first? refer to no. 23
25. What fabric detergent do you use? whatever is in the laundry room
27. Are you a morning person or a night person? both.
28. What is your shoe size? 9-11, it depends on the shoe...
29. Do you have any pets? i have some goldfish in my living room
30. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with your family & friends? mmmm....nope. nothing over here.
31. What did you want to be when you were little? i wanted to be like Ariel in the little mermaid.. i wanted to find my prince :) hehehe and i did.
32. What are you doing today? stuff...i dont know yet.
33. Who is your favorite author? its all about Nancy Drew Books!!! hahah i forgot the author...so sue me.
34. What are you currently reading? my anatomy book. Welcome to Winter 2005 edition of getting to know your friends.
What you are supposed to do is copy and paste this entire bulletin into a new bulletin.

Change all the answers so they apply to you. The theory
is that you will learn a lot of little things about your friends, if
you did not know them already.

1. What time did you get up this morning?
i got up at 12...thats because i needed to catch up on sleep i lost the entire week.
2. Diamonds or pearls? diamonds are a gurl's best friend....but i like pearls too :)
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? you know...its been a long while...i think it was the Aviator
4. What is your favorite TV show? alias!!!! and lost.
5. What did you have for breakfast? cereal
6. What is your middle name? lorenzo. hahah ya'll thought it was Sophia huh..
7. Favorite cuisine? you ask me to put down my favorite food? oh maan dont get me started. i like to eat- put it that way.
8. What foods do you dislike? i dont like coconut. coconut milk is okay..but thats about it.
9. What is your favorite potato chip flavor? BBQ
10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? its called...Eternal Love 3. hehehe its just a bunch of songs all rolled into one CD.
11. What kind of car do you drive? a red 2002 Dodge Neon. i love that car!
12. Favorite sandwich? Ham- YUMM! along with mayo, mustard, lettuce, and tomato. i could probably live off of that if i had to..
13. What characteristic do you despise? when people act like someone they're not.
14. Favorite item of clothing? my pajama pants.
15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? i'd go everywhere. oh maaan..if i could...i'd just buy a jet plane so that i can go where ever i want..whenever i want. i wanna go to Spain....China...India...South America...Japan....Philippines....and the list goes on and on..
16. What color is your bathroom? coffee
17. Favorite brand of clothing? "its not what you wear...its how you wear it"
18. Where would you retire to? anywhere with my sweetie pie!
19. Favorite time of the day? early in the morning...dawn almost..when you know you just have the entire day at your hands...and seeing the world soo peaceful...right before it gets chaotic when everyone wakes up.
20. What was your most memorable birthday? oh maan..hmm...there was this one time...at band camp...hahaha. water balloon fight!!!!..i think that was when i turned 16.
21. Where were you born? Long Beach CA
22. Favorite sport to watch? i'd rather play. but if i had to watch...basketball
23. Whom do you least expect to send this back to you? its a post..i doubt if anyone will send it to me
24. Person you expect to send it back first? refer to no. 23
25. What fabric detergent do you use? whatever is in the laundry room
27. Are you a morning person or a night person? both.
28. What is your shoe size? 9-11, it depends on the shoe...
29. Do you have any pets? i have some goldfish in my living room
30. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with your family & friends? mmmm....nope. nothing over here.
31. What did you want to be when you were little? i wanted to be like Ariel in the little mermaid.. i wanted to find my prince :) hehehe and i did.
32. What are you doing today? stuff...i dont know yet.
33. Who is your favorite author? its all about Nancy Drew Books!!! hahah i forgot the author...so sue me.
34. What are you currently reading? my anatomy book. Welcome to Winter 2005 edition of getting to know your friends.
What you are supposed to do is copy and paste this entire bulletin into a new bulletin.

Change all the answers so they apply to you. The theory
is that you will learn a lot of little things about your friends, if
you did not know them already.

1. What time did you get up this morning?
i got up at 12...thats because i needed to catch up on sleep i lost the entire week.
2. Diamonds or pearls? diamonds are a gurl's best friend....but i like pearls too :)
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? you know...its been a long while...i think it was the Aviator
4. What is your favorite TV show? alias!!!! and lost.
5. What did you have for breakfast? cereal
6. What is your middle name? lorenzo. hahah ya'll thought it was Sophia huh..
7. Favorite cuisine? you ask me to put down my favorite food? oh maan dont get me started. i like to eat- put it that way.
8. What foods do you dislike? i dont like coconut. coconut milk is okay..but thats about it.
9. What is your favorite potato chip flavor? BBQ
10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? its called...Eternal Love 3. hehehe its just a bunch of songs all rolled into one CD.
11. What kind of car do you drive? a red 2002 Dodge Neon. i love that car!
12. Favorite sandwich? Ham- YUMM! along with mayo, mustard, lettuce, and tomato. i could probably live off of that if i had to..
13. What characteristic do you despise? when people act like someone they're not.
14. Favorite item of clothing? my pajama pants.
15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? i'd go everywhere. oh maaan..if i could...i'd just buy a jet plane so that i can go where ever i want..whenever i want. i wanna go to Spain....China...India...South America...Japan....Philippines....and the list goes on and on..
16. What color is your bathroom? coffee
17. Favorite brand of clothing? "its not what you wear...its how you wear it"
18. Where would you retire to? anywhere with my sweetie pie!
19. Favorite time of the day? early in the morning...dawn almost..when you know you just have the entire day at your hands...and seeing the world soo peaceful...right before it gets chaotic when everyone wakes up.
20. What was your most memorable birthday? oh maan..hmm...there was this one time...at band camp...hahaha. water balloon fight!!!!..i think that was when i turned 16.
21. Where were you born? Long Beach CA
22. Favorite sport to watch? i'd rather play. but if i had to watch...basketball
23. Whom do you least expect to send this back to you? its a post..i doubt if anyone will send it to me
24. Person you expect to send it back first? refer to no. 23
25. What fabric detergent do you use? whatever is in the laundry room
27. Are you a morning person or a night person? both.
28. What is your shoe size? 9-11, it depends on the shoe...
29. Do you have any pets? i have some goldfish in my living room
30. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with your family & friends? mmmm....nope. nothing over here.
31. What did you want to be when you were little? i wanted to be like Ariel in the little mermaid.. i wanted to find my prince :) hehehe and i did.
32. What are you doing today? stuff...i dont know yet.
33. Who is your favorite author? its all about Nancy Drew Books!!! hahah i forgot the author...so sue me.
34. What are you currently reading? my anatomy book.
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Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004

Subject:new years resolutions
Time:8:41 pm.
kay...so its almost christmas...which means..almost the end of the year, so.....i'm thinking about new years resolutions...this is what i came up with...

1) drink more water
2) exercise more
3) keep my car clean
4) keep my room clean

kay, so this is my list so far. yeah..i know that these things in on these list are what a lot of people have on their list...but i'm gonna try and keep to it. as for the exercise more part....i'm going to be joining 24 hour fitness tomorrow...and in order to get my money's worth...i'm gonna hafta get my butt over there to their gym. brian actually got to talking to one rep at his gym and he was willing to cut me a deal...but the catch is...i hafta commit to 3 years..and pay one lump sum. so....im' going to get into that, and....get my exercise on....

random thoughts...
i think i'm gonna get into the csulb band next semester..
i think i'm gonna get back into swimming..i haven't done that in so long....
i needa finish shopping...
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Saturday, November 27th, 2004

Time:6:49 pm.
Mood: restless.
good Lord i havent updated this thing in a while. wow....time sure does fly.

there's two more weeks of school left..... pretty soon, it will all be over...a part of me says "thank you Jesus! i need a break" then the other part of me says "oh my God, there's two more weeks left...everything is cramming in, and i have no more freakin time left! college is hard people! especially if you dont get the results that you seek for. now, THAT can be really frusterating.

thanksgiving was a couple days ago. that was cool. on wednesday, my family got together for bible study and then had our thanksgiving fiesta....we figured because a majority of us were already there....why not? so yeah, we all got together. it wasnt the same though. maybe it was because all of us weren't there. that's propbably it. or maybe it's because my aunt wasnt there and didnt bring the usual honeybaked ham. maybe it'll be different at christmas time. then (hopefully) everyone would be there.

thursday, i spent the day with brian and his family. wow....okay. first we went to his tita diane's house for thanksgiving lunch. i finally was able to get my honey baked ham!!! hehehe. after i got my food, i sat with his uncles and we all talked about about how it was like when they were younger, and their experiences in the past ...and how they got to the united states...and about brian when he was younger. hehehe it was so much fun. i love talking with adults about that. there's jsut so much history that you could learn from them. there's just the little things that you could pick up from them that will totally make your life easier....or make it even tougher (depends on how you look at it.) in any case, its so great to hear stories from their past..whether good or bad, it just gives you a little insight into what they went through and what they had to do to get to where they are today. even just by hearing stories from my parents and my grandparents...there's just so much to know. our generation is totally different from their generations..in terms of technology and opportunity. sometimes we take for granted what we have because we (our generation) have always had it and never gone without it. we dont usually look at what we have from a different perspective because we're jsut so use to having what are available to us. after we went to his tita diane's, we went over to ace's house and had dinner too. yummm....

friday, the gang got together because we all wanted to get together for thanksgiving. we all headed over to The Hat. hehehe..wow..the last time i was over there, we went with jannette and nok. that was a while ago. it was fun. a lot of laughs..hehehehe

anyways, christmas is just around the corner. you totally know its here, especially if you hit the malls and all the shopping centers these past couple of days. on friday, brian and i went out to go shopping. we started at 8 AM and the parking lots were hella full. and the lines were so freakin long. it was like....daaaamn. it was cool though. i got a free cashmere scarf from express. its nice. i had a coupon in the mail for it also, so i wanted to go out and get another one...today. i went to cerritos mall..got what i wanted, presented the coupon....and they were all out!! that totally sucked.. but it's cool. i already got a scarf already.

i cut my hair a couple weeks ago. now...no more highlights...and its shorter...well...a lot shorter than i'm use to. i havent had my hair this short since 8th grade when i cut my hair. but its cool. hehehehe..its puffy when it dries after i get out of the shower. ahahahha...but what else is new?????

at the beginning of this month, brian and i celebrated our 1 year anniversary. i cant believe its been already a year since we first gotten together. the time has jsut flown by soo fast. i mean, wow...we've been though so much this past year alone...some couples can't even survive that. its nice to know that we've survived this far and hopefully have more years to come. brian seriously isnt like any of the guys i know. you know the picture of the perfect gentlemen....who opens doors for you, holds your stuff when you walk around..anywhere...., the one who always drives whereever you go, the one who offers to walk you to your door and say hi to your parents and grandparents when he brings you home....the one who suprises you at school with panda express in his hands just waiting for you...heheheheheheh that kinda guy. hehehehehe i love that!!!!!!! i always wanted someone like that. hehehhe and now i have it!! its totally hard to find a decent guy now adays...you know what i mean? i mean..a majority of people fall into the "do what you feel now" kinda thinking and dont have any idea what could happen in the future. so many people fall trap into the i wanna do this i wanna do that...when they dont think about the consequences that it could bring upon them. its sad to see that happen to numerous people time and time again. thats why i say its really rarre to find a guy who has the same mindset as you...and wants what you want..rather than just thinking about what they want all of the time.

anyways, enough of that...i gotta get back to studying.........it'll be a long two weeks....

valerie
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Monday, September 6th, 2004

Subject:another good forward....
Time:7:06 pm.
Mood: good.
He almost didn't see the old lady, stranded on the side of the
road. But even in the dim light of day, he could she needed help. So
he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still
sputtering when he approached her.
Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help
for the last hour or so ......... was he going to hurt her? He didn't look
safe; he looked poor and hungry.
He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He
knew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you..
He said, "I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where
it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan."
Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was bad enough.
Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning
his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change the tire. But he had
to get dirty and his hands hurt.
As he was tightening up the lug nuts, she rolled down the window and began
to talk to him. She told him that she was from St. Louis and was only just
passing through. She couldn't thank him enough for coming to her aid.
Bryan just smiled as he closed her trunk. She asked him how much she owed
him. Any amount would have been all right with her. She already imagined all
the awful things that could have happened had he not stopped.
Bryan never thought twice about being paid. This was not a job to him. This
was helping someone in need, and God knows there were plenty who had given
him a hand in the past. He had lived his whole life that way, and it never
occurred to him to act any other way.
He told her that if she really wanted to pay him back, the next time she saw
someone who needed help, she could give that person the assistance they
needed, and, Bryan added, "Think of me."
He waited until she started her car and drove off. It had been a cold and
depressing day, but he felt good as he headed for home, disappearing into
the twilight.
A few miles down the road the lady saw a small cafe. She went in to grab a
bite to eat, and take the chill off before she made the last leg of her trip
home. It was a dingy looking restaurant. Outside were two old gas pumps. The
whole scene was unfamiliar to her. The cash register was like the telephone
of an out-of-work actor -- it didn't ring much.
The waitress came over and brought a clean towel to wipe her wet hair. She
had a sweet smile, one that even being on her feet for the whole day
couldn't erase. The lady noticed the waitress was nearly eight months
pregnant, but she never let the strain and aches change her attitude.
The old lady wondered how someone who had so little could be so giving to a
stranger. Then she remembered Bryan. After the lady finished her meal, and
the waitress went to get change for her hundred dollar bill, the lady
slipped right out the door. She was gone by the time the waitress came back.
The waitress wondered where the lady could be.
Then she noticed something written on the napkin, under which were four $100
bills. There were tears in her eyes when she read what the lady wrote: "You
don't owe me anything. I have been there too. Somebody once helped me out,
the way I'm helping you. If you really want to pay me back, here is what you
do: Do not let this chain of love end with you."
Well, there were tables to clear, sugar bowls to fill, and people to serve,
but the waitress made it through another day. That night when she got home
from work and climbed into bed, she was thinking about the money and what
the lady had written. How could the lady have known how much she and her
husband needed it? With the e baby due next month, it was going to be hard.
She knew how worried her husband was, and as he lay sleeping next to her,
she gave him a soft kiss and whispered soft and low, "Everything's gonna be
all right. I love you, Bryan."
There is an old saying "What goes around comes around." Today, I sent you
this story, and I'm asking you to pass it on ... Let this light shine. Don't
put it under a basket. Please pass this on to a friend. "Throw your dreams
into space like a kite, and you do not know what it will bring back: a new
life, a new friend, a new love, a new country."

COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS DAILY, AND FORGET YOUR TROUBLES

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments
that take our breath away.

Courage is a decision, Fear is a reaction!

When in:

Difficult moments, seek God.

Quiet moments, worship God.

Painful moments, trust God.

Every moment, thank God.
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Time:10:57 am.
Mood: frustrated.
my parents didnt even come into my room to say hi when they came home this morning. (and no, i dont count my dad coming into my room just to see whether or not i was on the internet.)
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Friday, September 3rd, 2004

Time:9:24 am.
Mood: okay.
So…yes now time for a real update. Don’t you think its about time? Hehehehe yes I know, its been long overdue. But you know what I say, better late than never. So…hahahah its kinda late…but….uh…here you go anyways..

So now….well….i just finished my first week of school. To tell you the truth…it could have been so much better. My intention for this semester was to take anatomy and critical thinking psy130 along with Chinese 101 and Microbio. Throughout the entire summer, I was on the waiting list for my psy and anatomy courses. About a week or two before classes started, the waitlists were dropped and everyone had to petition for their classes. When I tried to petition for the classes, they were so full. It just seemed like the classes that I needed this semester…everyone else needed too. For the science classes....micro, anatomy, and even bio chem……I saw the same group of people trying to get into the courses. ..to make it more……frustrating…was the fact that they were all nursing majors…along with everyone else in the classes.

Monday, I tried to get into the anatomy lab…but that was a bust. The class was full, and the instructor already had her own personal waitlist that she allowed to enter the class. It was stupid...because in order for you to get on the list, you had to contact her before class started. The interesting part was the fact that the instructor for the lab wasn’t even in the schedule of classes…so how would anyone know? I thought that was unfair.

The next morning, Tuesday, I tried to petition for the 8 am lab. Oh my goodness. There were a lot of people trying to get into the lab. There must have been like…20 people wanting to add the class. The instructor had us write our names on a piece of paper along with our class status. He chose the people who have the least amount of school left…i.e. the older people. So that left me out of the picture. He had us wait for at least 30 min. from aquino, I knew that all the other labs had the same instructor...so more than likely the same process would be incorporated. So I figure…anatomy was a bust for me this semester.

That’s when I decided to take bio chem instead of anatomy. Ahhh...this is getting long…to wrap it all up…I got into bio chem, and I got into my psy 130 by mere luck. You can say that someone was most definitely watching over me this entire week…even though it was soo stressful.

So now, here’s my current schedule

Monday:
8:00-8:50 micro bio lecture
10:00-11:30 chinese 101

Tuesday
8:00-9:15 critical thinking psy 130
12:30-1:20 bio chem. Lecture
2:00-4:45 micro bio lab

Wednesday
8:00-8:50 micro bio lecture
10:00-11:30 chinese 101
2:00-4:45 bio chem. Lab

Thursday
8:00-9:15 critical thinking psy 130
12:30-1:20 bio chem. Lecture
2:00-4:45 microbio lab

Friday
off

finally I get to have Fridays off from school. All last year I wasn’t able to ..and now I have my chance. Today was my first Friday off…and it totally felt like it was a Saturday. Its kind of comforting to know that at least one day out of the week…besides Saturday and Sunday, that I am able to just sleep in and not worrie about going to school…or even getting out of bed. That will soon change next week when my sister starts school. Boy…..wont that be fun. I’m pretty much at school from 8-5 of if anyone ever wants to come visit me…please do. Hehehehehe. You’ll either catch me studying or eating...or both at the same time.

Anyways, enough about school. Ooh…on Wednesday, I got a new laptop! Oh my goodness. Hhehehe I’m likin it. I also got a printer and a carrying case with it pretty much for free. I got a pretty good deal on it. Love the rebates….i’m telling yah! Pentium 4 processor, 60 gigabyte hard drive, 512 RAM, 802.11 g wireless internet..15.4 widescreen, 7.99 lbs…yeah!!!! Hahahahaha. I’m hoping for a digital camera pretty soon too, but I haven’t gotten that yet. We’ll see how the sales go and all that. The one that I have in mind is the Canon S500. its soo purty….hehehe hopefully I’ll be able to get it. I just want to wait for the right time to get it…I need my deals yah know…

So, now is the month of September. From the last kind of….memo that I put on livejournal, brian and I have been together for the past 10 months. Wow…10 months. That seems like a lot...but at the same time it doesn’t. heheeh its kinda nice. We spent Wednesday going around to frys and bestbuy looking for the better deal for my laptop and finally, I got one  we ended the night having hot dogs from Costco. Hehehe that was yummy.

Our dogs ran away last Sunday. Its soo sad. I want them back. My sister wants them back more than I do. I think we all fell in love with those dogs. They were just so loyal. They knew when I got home and they always made me happy when I saw them...and now they’re gone. I really do miss them. I hope they come back.

And…I’m getting sleepy, I’ll finish this tomorrow.

Okay, so today is Saturday. I just spent the entire afternoon at BINGO. You know…its not as bad as it seems to be. Its just the fact that it takes 4 hours out of your Saturday. I see it as…if I have to be there, I might as well enjoy it…and in that sense…I just make it fun. And I know the old ladies and men have kind of a stigma attached to them…as to being mean and grouchy all the time, but its not the case for them all the time…once you get to know them and of course…get them on their good side. Just keep them happy and smiling… and you’ll have no problem with them at all. And they’ll even learn to enjoy your company. So…in that sense, I don’t mind working bingo once a month. But I guess…the only thing that pulls me down is the thought of being there for four hours…out of my Saturday no less. But once I’m there, its okay…and honestly I really do enjoy it. Hehehe…and a major plus….is that I get to know the parents more…and have people that I actually recognize at concerts and everything like that. Its kinda cool.

My birthday was a couple weeks ago. It wasn’t too bad. Just had a little get together...nothing too fancy. We went to church and then we went to church and then went to great wall. I haven’t been there in a while…so it sure tasted good. After that, jannette, brian and I went to downtown Disney to watch some fireworks and then we went to bj’s to get some pizookie. Yumm. I wanted to do something else with a group of friends and stuff…but everyone just seemed to be busy and everything...and with school starting the following week… It just seemed kinda hard. And not to mention that the week before school started, I was in riverside helping out my dad. So yeah...i wasn’t able to plan something out. Oh well...hopefully I’ll be able to do that next year…God willing.

Next summer is my paternal grandparent’s 50th wedding anniversary. They want to renew their vows, and there’s a slight possibility that we could be going. Hehehe I’m so excited. Its just the fact that I’ve been wanting to go for a long time...and never really had the chance of going there. So now, there’s a plan. But you never know with plans…as my mom always says, “plans can be changed” so you never know whats going to happen.

I’m not too much of a fan of bagels at this moment in time (yes I know that was TOTALLY random) but I’m just trying to think of some other topics to write about. (yes, you might think “wow...valerie has no life...” hahaahhaha you are correct..) this has pretty much been what I’ve been up to. So yeah.

Oh okay, I just thought of something to talk about. You know…it just dawned on me of how much I haven’t kept in touch with people in high school. Yeah, I know that its suppose to happen…or is the thing that usually happens…but it sucks. I mean, you’re so close to people in high school…and then all of a sudden you just lose complete contact with each other. No more hi’s and hellos…no more “what are you doing tonight?” or “oh my goodness…I heard this from some where…” and things like that. From the people that I knew in high school…right now, I only kept in contact with very few of them. I suppose it could be worse…but its just sad to think that I now, I haven’t really been close to them as I was before.

My sister is still looking up places to where our dogs could be. Maan she misses them so much. I feel really bad not being able to do anything.

I seriously should be finishing up some homework right now. Its only the first week of school and im’ already behind. That’s not a good way to start off the semester. I gotta crack open those books. I’ll catchyah later.

-valerie
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Wednesday, September 1st, 2004

Subject:and no...i didnt forget....
Time:11:44 pm.
Mood: loved.
happy 10 months sweetie pie!!!!! thanks for the icecream! i love you!
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Subject:wow, i havent written in here in a while....
Time:11:41 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
i just got a new lap top. heheheheh! okay, going to bed now. i gotta wake up early tomorrow.... i'll have a real up date....later..hehehe. g'nite
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Sunday, August 1st, 2004

Time:2:20 pm.
Mood: happy.
happy anniversary babe!!!!!


happy anniversary babe!!!!!

happy 9 month anniversary babe!!!!!!!!
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Friday, July 30th, 2004

Time:1:21 am.
Mood: disappointed.
sometimes it feels like i'm the female version of a Jack of All trades.....but i'm a master at none.
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Wednesday, April 28th, 2004

Subject:arrrrrgg
Time:3:29 pm.
Mood: busy.
okay, so i just finished my physiology test. it SUCKED big time. its so stupid. i'm just frusterated that i didnt do so hot. i did do pay attention in class and all that, but the thing is...is that there is just sooo much information. Khatra crammed so much into that test. i mean...one chapter per lecture? he just flies right through it like cake. what suprises me even more is the fact that he actually gets the chapter finished in a lecture or two....and its pretty long chapters to begin with.

i havent written in here for a long time. i've been busy...with mostly physiology (go figure). ahh well. so yeah...nothing really drastically new i suppose..i mean..nothing life threatening or anything

my sister went to camp this week. one week without my sister. its the 6th grade camp. heheh it jsut made me remember my 6th grade camp. it was fun..there were a lot of outdoor stuff that i really enjoyed...canoeing, hiking, star gazing..heheh yeah. i remember that the gals and guys where split up into different cabins, and each gender was split up even more into more subgroups. i forgot what my group was called. we had a different group for cabins and a different group for activities that we did. i remember that i was the only girl in my cabin from my activity group..and when they (the activity people) dismissed us from our activity..they'd always forget me.....awww... oh well..that that was fun. i hope my sister is having a fun time over there. i know she will be. she's going to be back on friday. can you believe it? one week without my sister. somewhat of a bliss. i jsut dont have anyone to bug me anymore when i'm studying....or in my room talking with brian..heheh. but i do miss it to a certain extent...but its kinda nice to have a break once in a while.

last friday was brian's grandparent's 60th wedding anniversary. 60 years of marriage..can you believe that? my grandparents are getting to 60 years and they are still soo happy with each other. i only hope that when i get married...i'll get to 60 years..or maybe even past that...we never know. but that sure would be nice. imagine what they went through together? 60 years is really rare now-a-days...especially in the united states, but its great to see that some couples are actually making it up there. my dad's parent's 50th wedding anniversary is next year. they want us to all go to the philippines for the renewal of vows. i want to go. i havent seen them in quite a while..and i havent seen my cousins there at all. so that should be a fun trip. i just hope that we are all able to go. i really want to go there to see...pretty much whats up there. i dont want to stay there for a uber long time..but jsut there for a visit...yah know?

anyways, back to brian's g'parents anniversary. that was fun. i got to dress up again...because it was formal. i was wondering the next time i'd be dressing up for some special occasion. i seriously thought that the next time would be on my wedding day. the night before, i pulled an all nighter because of my english stuff that i had to do. it was no biggy. i finished all that i had to get done. i went to class...and came home. brian and lisa picked me up at 1 to go to el segundo. we were the first one there, so we all jsut chilled up in one of the rooms. brian and his sister did some last minute practicing for their routine..and pretty soon, everyone started arriving. when mike, ace, and cathy came along (the cousins) they practiced some more. it was fun seeing them practice...they were working so hard on those.....we got dressed...took pictures...and then sat down for dinner. heheh i had chicken. they have a really big family, and its kinda nice to see them all celebrating together and having a good time doing so. after dinner, brian, lisa, mike, ace, and cathy did they're performance. it was soo cute.. they did such a good job. hahaha and the audience liked it too. good job you guys.

mmmm..what else besides that? i have no idea. its pretty much that...and school. yes..i know..purty boring. i got three more weeks of school left, and i love and hate that. i love it- because its the end of the school year, and i hate it...because its the END of the school year. everything's being crammed down..and every class has a final..or something due..all around the same time.. and the time alotted is now where near the time i need to get it all done. so i'm kinda dealing with that right now.

this week was this busy.
monday i needed an essay finished for my peer response group,
tuesday i had a music presentation,
today, i had that physiology test,

tomorrow..i need to do...
english general knowledge stuff
english essays for final review
psychology behavior explanations
study for psychology test
bring my car to the dealer

friday.. i have...
psychology test
need to pick up my sister from school
dinner with brian (we're celebrating our 6th month anniversary!!)

saturday....
happy 6th month anniversary
danielle's confirmation mass 9:00
bingo (3-7)
jackie's play (7:30-whenever)

sunday....
happy birthday jannette :)
jannette and i are going to take our sister's to see Mean Girls and go out to lunch
church
finish up behavior explanations

next monday....
behavior explanations due
engish stuff
RE reading

tuesday
al's volleyball game vs. katella
RE homework
english stuff (journal)

wednesday..
english stuff..(journal)

thursday...
english stuff (journal)

friday...
ALL MY ENGLISH STUFF IS DUE..
the last bit of general knowledge entries
all of my essays (including journal)

next week doesnt seem like a lot now..but more than likely it'll be more filling as the days progress. and all that english stuff is a lot to finish too...so yeah.

so yeah..as you can see....i'm gettin purty busy..and thats probably why i havent been online and writing in the journal. but its okay...i'll catch up when school's over...

i gotta prep for my lab in an hour...i gotta go
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Thursday, April 1st, 2004

Time:11:31 pm.
happy birthday grandma!!!


hehehe its my grandma's birthday today. she soo doesnt look her age. this morning we went for breakfast for her. we went to HUFF's of of wardlow and norwalk. not to bad. it was good. i headed over there after class. heheh i preordered my hot chocolate and ate a little bit off of everyone's plate..- hey..they told me to ..hehehe. i was so full... they- my mom, grandma, grandpa, auntie ester and uncle joe went to church at 8:30. grandpa was telling me that they sung happy birthday for the priest...and they were like...."it's her birthday too!!" hahaha. so my g'ma had the entire congregation at the 8:30 mass sing.
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Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004

Time:10:37 pm.
Mood: blah.
im a freakin failure... i mean..what the heck? things seem to not go my way..when i so desperately want it go my way. and its not like this on every single aspect of life as of lately..it just has to do with tests.

it seems like..no matter how hard and long i study and understand the material..there's a set score that i'll be getting no matter what. what the freak is up with that? i have no idea. i guess i'm just not the greatest test taker in the world. and..i admit that. i really cant do well on tests. i was in elementary school..but now its all inverted. i really am learning things in the classes i'm in. i'm doing the readings, and understanding the material..at least i think thats the case...but sure as hell doesnt show up on the tests... and what sucks..is that everything is based off of test scores. nothing much more. professors and teachers dont look at how much time you actually take studying for the tests...they just base it off on the test scores.. which is true to some extent..i mean..the more you study..the more you understand the concepts covered...and therefore..should do well on the tests...key word SHOULD. but what if you think you're understanding the material....and bomb the tests? what then? it doesnt make any sense.. i'm just dissapointed because of the fact that i'm putting in more than enough of my share in things of studying and all that, and i'm not getting anything back from it. i'm just confused..and tired..

i guess you could say..my test scores arent that bad...compared to most.. but what i'm so freakin frusterated at..is the fact that i know i could do soo much better, yet not matter how much i try, its not turning out that way. it just seems to go on one straight trend line...right across...not getting any better...but sure as hell goes down some of the time.

all this has made me reconsider how much time i have my head in the books. is it really worth it? i'm jsut stressin myself out. everything just doesnt seem good enough. no matter what..someone else always has to have the last say..and it always has to be on a sour note. it sucks!

my parents want me to do so well in all of my classes. its kinda funny. my mom goes," so how's your physiology class?" and my dad goes, "how's your real estate class?" and all i can respond is, "oh, its alright" i want to say soo much, "it sucks ass!" but i know they want to hear, "oh, its going great, i'm learning alot.."- i want soo much to say that..but they'll want the grade to show for it. i want so much to make them happy and proud of what i'm doing. i really do. and it doesnt seem like they're asking soo much from me. just to do well in school. but like...thats a hard task to uphold.

i guess the other part of it all..all of the stress and all the frusteration..is the fact that i'm the one setting high standards for myself. i dont want to settle for just mediocre stuff... i dont want to just settle for average. ...because i know i'm good enough to do better than that.. the high standards i put for myself and the expectations of my parents are the ones that are driving me to stive hard...to do well. it just sucks that its not turning out the way i want it.

i suppose another thing of all of this..the reasoning behind all of the high expectancy and all that...is the fact that my brother and sister is watching me. i hate to admit this..but they're watching me. whatever i'm doing..they're watching..and if i'm not careful, they're gonna put everything that i do wrong in my face and use it for their benefit. as much as i dont want to say this...but i'm being compared to ...amongst my brother and sister..and even my cousin. i now they're watching every move, and trying to get one step ahead of me every single time. ...which at times..could suck..but in general..not necessarily a bad thing. i want them to see that i'm working hard to get stuff done..and i dont want them to settle for second best either. i know they can do it..i just want them to have someone to follow...that cleared the path for them. i want them to see them get the awards and every payoff dealing with hard work..and accomplishment. i guess you could say thats why i push myself so hard each time and every time.


okay..on to an entirely different note. today was cypress' pre-festival concert...at grace church. i went there to support my brother and steph and some other people (of whom i knew...which isnt that many..sadly) they played...dedicatory overture..and amazing graze..two songs played my freshman year of highschool. and i guess you could say...when i heard it....it just brought back a lot of memories... especially in dedicatory overture. just the different parts of it. it brought back all the memories..of when the section was in the raquetball courts..and we were all playing our parts..and i could just remember waltzman saying..."play louder..you can do it" then...."good job" and because everyone just seemed soo friendly ...i felt the confidence to play it the way it should be played. hahahah and especially in the 7/4 section... oh man..i will always remember this day. during rehearsal..the band was playing their parts and all that.. and Q was picking on us freshman clarinets..playing 3rd..and always saying how he cant hear us amongst the band. trying to prove that he was right, he had us play by ourselves.. i had mixed feelings about it. i knew he was putting on the spot...and i knew how much he wanted to say, "PRACTICE YOUR PARTS." so he put up his baton, cuing us to play...and we play. and we play it. well really....me..janet...and sugi played it...out of the 7 in the group. it was okay though. we still proved him wrong. and...that same rehearsal...later on in the hour... he picked on the clarinets again. (i swear...he just likes to pick on us...) so he had us play a section of the piece where he thought we just choked at...and we played the hell out of it. that was soo much fun. it was that moment..when i really felt i could really express myself playing the clarinet. it felt soo good..
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Monday, March 15th, 2004

Time:10:58 pm.
Mood: ditzy.
Click to take the quiz!
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Friday, March 12th, 2004

Subject:another forward...
Time:12:07 pm.
Mood: good.
Keep reading to the bottom of the page -- don't stop at the feet (You'll see).

Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family.

The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion's guest room.

Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement.

As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it.

When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied,
"Things aren't always what they seem."

The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife.

After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest.

When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears.

Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field.


The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel how could you have let this happen?

The first man had everything, yet you helped him, she accused.

The second family had little but was willing to share everything, and you let the cow die.

"Things aren't always what they seem," the older angel replied.

"When we stayed in the basement of the mansion, I noticed there was gold stored in that hole in the wall.

Since the owner was so obsessed with greed and unwilling to share his good fortune, I sealed the wall so he wouldn't find it."

"Then last night as we slept in the farmers bed, the angel of death came for his wife. I gave him the cow instead.



Things aren't always what they seem."

Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things don't turn out the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that every out come is always to your advantage. You just might not know it until some time later...




Oooo
Some people ( )
come into our lives ) /
and quickly go.. (_ /


oooO
( ) Some people
\ ( become friends
\_ ) and stay awhile...


leaving beautiful Oooo
footprints on our ( )
hearts... ) /
( _/


oooO
( ) and we are
\ ( never
\_ ) quite the same
because we have
made a good
friend!!


Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow a mystery.
Today is a gift.
That's why it's called the present!


I think this is special...live and savor every
moment... This is not a dress rehearsal!





(\ /)
( \ __ / )
( \()/ )
( / \ ) TAKE THIS LITTLE ANGEL
( / \/ \ ) AND KEEP HER CLOSE TO YOU
/ \ SHE IS YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL
( ) SENT TO WATCH OVER YOU
____





THIS IS A SPECIAL GUARDIAN ANGEL.... YOU MUST
PASS THIS ON TO 5 PEOPLE WITHIN THE HOUR OF
RECEIVING HER..AFTER YOU DO MAKE A WISH....
IF YOU HAVE PASSED HER ON, YOUR WISH WILL
BE GRANTED AND SHE WILL WATCH OVER YOU FOREVER....
IF NOT..HER TEARS WILL FLOW AND NO WISHES
WILL BE GRANTED....


Now don't delete this message, because it comes


from a very special angel.


Right Now -


-somebody is thinking of you.
-somebody is caring about you.
-somebody misses you
-somebody wants to talk to you.
-somebody wants to be with you.
-somebody hopes you aren't in trouble.
-somebody is thankful for the support you have provided.
-somebody wants to hold your hand.
-somebody hopes everything turns out all right.
-somebody wants you to be happy.
-somebody wants you to find him/her.
-somebody is celebrating your successes.
-somebody wants to give you a gift.
-somebody thinks that you ARE a gift.
-somebody loves you.
-somebody admires your strength.
-somebody is thinking of you and smiling.
-somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.



SOMEBODY NEEDS YOU TO SEND THIS TO THEM =====


Never take away anyone's hope. That may be all they have.
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